Yesterday was gloomy…  One of my best friend has finally gave up her hopes for someone she loves.  Stop her dreams.  Quit the fight.  And i just can’t understand why.  You see, i do understand the pain.  I’ve been there, trust me.  It’s God Damn killin’ you.  But my question was : Why can’t you just struggle to reach what you want.  Why do you let go of it that easily?  Why did you let those stupid stuffs stopped you at the first place?  If you think it’s forbidden because it’s hurting someone else, SO WHAT?  Who cares, for God’s sake it’s your life!  I know it’s kinda selfish, but one thing that i know for sure, God would give you nothing unless you strive for it first.  I didn’t say that she hasn’t done it, but I believe people always have these options in their life.  By using their God given gifts, they have the right to choose what’s best for them.  In this case, i haven’t seen my friend giving her beloved any option.  That man doesn’t even know that she loves him.  So how can she know for sure that he has no feeling for her?  Poor guy.  Something has stolen from him even before he knew its existance.  The feeling of doubtful and weary have made them become losers.  They could’ve been together.  They might be the perfect couple.  But now we’ll never know.  Okay, stop this stupid melancholic things!  What i’m trying to say here is : Fight!  Fight!  Fight!  Never let anyone take that dreams away from you.  We know that no one in this world but you deserve that happiness… 

As what Mariah said :

They can say anything they want to say, try to bring me down

But i will not allow anyone to succeed hanging clouds over me

And they can try hard to make me feel that i don’t matter at all

But i refuse to falter in what i believe or lose faith in my dreams

‘Cause there, there’s a light in me that shines brightly

They can try, but they can’t take that away from me…

For me, that shine, which is shines brightly, in the song is our FAITH in God!  It’s something that i think everyone should have to motivate themselves in doing anything, including having someone you love with you.  Quite inspiring, don’t it?  So, keep on struggling guys!  I know you can make it if you just try and pray!

You go, gurls!!!